我哭了。。。。。

男孩爱上了一个女孩,女孩也很喜欢他,渐渐的两个人走到了一起,同居了,当男孩的嘴第一次吻到女孩的唇时,女孩就决定这一辈子都跟定他了,于是女孩调皮的问:"你会爱我多久?"男孩捏着女孩的鼻子温柔的说:"你想要多久呢?" 女孩想了想天真的说:"那就一辈子吧,这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩!"男孩笑着说:"嗯,好!"女孩又想了想嘟起小嘴:"不行!我不信你,我们拉勾勾,你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你!!!"男孩认真的回答:"好,假如有一天我背叛你,你就杀了我."...........

就这样男孩和女孩在一起快三年了,他们彼此都深爱着对方,可是天总是不如人愿,厄运终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上,渐渐的男孩对女孩开始逃避,冷落.再也不像以前那么宠她了,女孩似乎觉察到了什么,于是就开始追问男孩, 可是男孩却没有说出原因,终于有一天,男孩突然带回一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来了,这时女孩还想骗自己, 就傻傻的问:"宝贝这是你的朋友吗???"男孩冷酷的说:"是!而且是女朋友."女孩听了没有做任何反应,只是傻傻的坐在那里,女孩不敢抬头看男孩,因为她怕眼泪会忍不住的掉下来;她不想让男孩看到自己哭,因为她仍然相信男孩还爱她."这时男孩冷冷的说:"今天晚上你在这里, 明天你搬走吧,今天我们两个出去住."说着两个人就想往外走."等一下."女孩终于开口了,"姐姐你能不能出去一下,我想单独和他谈."那女人点点头走了出去.男孩依然背对着她,谁也没有说话;"为什么"女孩最先打破了沉默.男孩冷漠的说:"不爱了,就不需要任何理由!"然后掉头就走了；没有给女孩任何机会.女孩哭了,她告诉自己不准掉一滴眼泪,可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来........


过了好久,女孩再次见到男孩的时候,是在医院里,不同的是两个人都瘦的不成样子了,女孩是因为伤心,想他得了胃炎, 而男孩怎么会在医院里出现呢??女孩因为心里仍然爱他,放心不下,于是就悄悄的跟了上去.....

"病人如果再找不到合适的心脏进行移植,那我们将再也没有能力维持他的生命了"医生对女人说,这时女孩惊呆了,傻傻的楞在那里,女人哭了,女孩也哭了,女孩再一次为男孩流下了泪水 ,可是这一次比上一次更加伤心,更加歇斯底里,女孩痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪不停的往下掉,突然她站了起来,走到桌前拿起笔在纸上写了一些东西,然后她笑着拿起手机拨通了男孩的电话,"喂"接电话的是个女的,"你好我想见见他可以吗???求你给我这次机会好吗?"女人钝了钝说:"好吧. 在哪里,我转告他.""在我们第一次见面的公园,谢谢" 女孩挂掉电话后就匆忙的出去了.男孩如约来到了他们初次见面的公园,可是过了好久女孩还是没有出现,男孩焦急的等着,最后女孩还是没有出现,男孩失落的走了,女孩看着男孩远去的背影,对自己说,不可以舍不得.......

过了几天男孩要进行心脏移植了,他兴奋的对女人说:"如果成功了,我要做的第一件事就是去找她,告诉她事实."女人笑了笑"但愿她不会拒绝你."......

男孩心脏真的移植成功了,他一醒来就忙着给女孩打电话,可是却没人接,一次,两次,三次......男孩就这样一直打,可是一直都没有人接,男孩沮丧的说:"她真的生气了."女人安慰说;"不会的,她可能有事...

这时医生走进来笑着说;"你的命可真好,昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你.她好像事先预料到自己要死,还写了份遗嘱.""她是怎么死的."男孩问到."车祸,不过真是可惜了,那女孩长的就跟个水晶娃娃似的,不知道怎么会出这种事,听肇事司机说她是自己撞过来的@!"

这时男孩要求说:"我想去看看救我的人."医生迟疑了一下点点头,"就是这个了.你们看吧.她的死像并不可怕,和睡着了一样."男孩缓缓的揭开了盖在死者头上的白布,在看到死者脸的一刹那,男孩和女人都僵在了那里,恍惚间男孩的心疼了一下,他像疯了一样扯下死者身上的白布,哭喊着"怎么会这样,不会的!宝贝你起来呀不要吓我!!!不可能的.姐我在做梦对不对???你告诉我!!!宝贝我要得不是这样.你快醒醒呀宝贝!"女人扯过男孩给了他一耳光,流着泪说:"你醒醒吧!"要不是你她怎么会这样,是你害了她!她是在用她的生命去爱你!"....

男孩呆呆的看着女孩眼神变得异常温柔,他看到女孩嘴角还带着笑,笑得那么从容,男孩又一次哭了.看着女孩那还有点点血迹的衣服,看着她那白的像雪的手,突然男孩发现女孩的手里攥着一团纸,打开一看是女孩写给自己的信:亲爱的, 对不起,请你不要怪我好吗?我真的好爱你,那天你在公园等我,我去了,只是没有露面,我就在你身后, 我想把你的一切牢牢的记在心里,因为我想下辈子我们还能在一起,虽然你这辈子没有履行诺言,但是我不怪你,因为我真的好爱你,即使你不在爱我,可是我的心会在你的身体里面一辈子,这个位置是任何人都占据不了的.亲爱的,一定要幸福哦.我把我的幸福全部都给了你,但是你下辈子一定要让我幸福,好吗?亲爱的,答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗?今生的诺言我们来世再履行.亲爱的,再见了,祝你幸福...

"不,宝贝,没有你我要怎么幸福!你醒过来好吗?我们从新开始,我错了,对不起,我从来都没有不爱你,宝贝!我.. 错了!....你回来呀"男孩失声痛哭起来.这时正有个灵魂坐在他的身旁流着泪,高兴的说:"原来你还爱我, 你一直都爱着我 ."灵魂试图抱住男孩,可是却在他的身体里穿过...... 天下起了小雨,男孩哭了,灵魂哭了,上帝也哭了.... 

GrOuP 40/JaNuAryY

On the 19^th of december 2010

Our class 2^nd class outing

Miami beach, Batu Ferringi

With the lao ye de bus

With my best friend

And my bad friend too

Hey is you

Please don’t sit according to the number o…

You are not my bad friend

We had our BBQ breakfast

Early morning we already had  BBQ

ridiculous right

But we Are SPECIAL

beside that we snap a a lot of "wedding photo"

nothing special with the outing beside eating

we had eat a lot 

just have a look of our picture

woman

from 9th Dec to 10th Dec 2010

in the two days

i had experience how great is a woman

a woman can sacrifice her nice body figure

sacrifice her precious time

sacrifice whatever she love to eat before pregnant

just because of

to give birth a healthy baby

to give the life to her baby

to let her husband a complete family

i felt woman is great

because she had became a mother

instead of a wife

sometimes the husband will mumbling

just because of the wife give birth of baby girl

but you know a woman carry a baby in the womb

is a woman put her life into dangerous

anything can happen during the pregnancy

no matter is boy or girl

please love your wife

because she just want you have a complete family

sometimes the husband will mumbling

just because of the wife spend more time with the baby

and unfrequent attend to the husband

but you know a woman carry the baby inside the womb for 10 month

she use her life, her time, her love

just to nurture the baby

she loves the baby and she loves you too

so please don't jealous the baby

together with her to love the baby

hence please love your wife

treat her well

she need your love

and don't wait until you regret............

love life

白羊座

最来电的星座：射手座 配对指数－100分[白羊居上风] 同属火象星座，两人都是热情如火； 恋情发展快速而浓烈，性格、观念接近， 所以是耀眼的一对。

最不协调的星座：处女座 配对指数－40分[白羊居下风] 豪放大气的白羊跟敏感细致的处女，很难找到交集点； 若想爱情长长久久，需要祈求老天爷多帮忙!!

白羊座的男子绝对热情，但是却有著童话般的感情模式； 把自己想像成王子或骑士，对方就会被想像成公主或城主的女儿。 换个角度来看，既然你有著这样让他他心动的想像身份， 那你就得为这个身份而保持形象。

他是个孩子，所有的孩子都不会喜欢幻想破灭。 他会以很快的速度进入爱情，当然也会很快的从爱情中跳脱出来； 有时，你真的不必害怕他的热情，反而应该害怕冷若冰霜的反应－ 那表示著：一切对他而言均无意义或亳无趣味了！

虽然刚才提到个「孩子」这个用以形容他的字眼， 但有些无法用在孩子们身上的字眼，却得用来形容他， 像是他善妒、占有欲强、不随意信任伴侣。 不过他倒是挺值得信任的，他对感情真诚、专一， 并且热情的付出，面对感情。很多人都不相信有破镜重圆这套， 但他相信，并且期待。

他的脾气不是很好，很容易就暴怒。在感情中， 他必须要站在主导的地位，否则他会生气，气起来有时会像孩子般， 蛮横不讲理。 他不会不负责任，只是对很多事情却三分钟热度，所以保持他对 这个感情的乐趣及热情就重要的很；保持你们的淑女风范， 像是照顾孩子似的照顾他，听他说话，让他掌权， 别破坏他的男子气概。

狮子座

最来电的星座：白羊座 配对指数－100分[狮子居上风] 两人同属火象星座，本来就容易产生超强的吸引力， 再加上两人对感情的态度直来直往，姿态都蛮高的， 所以当眼光一旦交会，眼里再也容纳不下别人了。

最不协调的星座：摩羯座 配对指数－40分[狮子居下风] 一只是狮子王，一只是老山羊，两者都是王， 两个人都很有企图心，一下子明争，一下子暗斗， 但是浮躁的狮子终究还是会败在沉稳的老山羊手里。

 狮子座女子的爱情 狮子座的女子是多愁善感的。不过通常很少人会有这项恩宠， 而看到她的愁情面貌；平常的她可是三八的很，但是也美丽的很。 天下没有任何星座的女子可以揣摹得像她那样富有贵族的气质， 你够幸运吧！

她是向日葵，永远如此的明艳动人，受到人们对她的注意及羡慕。 别想要驯服她，她除了有个漂亮的外表，还有个智慧的脑袋。 这也莫怪她为何总是那么的骄傲、有自信，以及一些些的虚荣了。

他很坚强，从不畏惧强权，但是对自己的影子可是怕得要命。 她不喜欢比她柔弱的男人，至少在面对男人该处理的事情时， 不可以退缩，要勇敢向前。她不在乎你是否成功 （当然，成功也是重要的），只要你像是个男人般的照顾她。 有强壮的肩膀及担当。

别想叫你的母狮在婚後不去工作，她热爱拥有自己的事业。 只要能不打扫她就尽量不去做，但这并不表示她不能胜任这个工作。 她会为你的成就而感到光荣及骄傲，同样的你也必须如此对她。

别把她当做狮子，她只不过是只“大号的猫”。

December is coming...

the last month of the year 

had come unknowingly

time really flies

just turn the eye sight

i had nearly finished my twenty-year old

and his thirty-year old also around the corner

during this year

i had a lot of feeling

don't know how to explain

at this month, Christmas is coming

just thinking what to buy for my dear

the Christmas and new year present

how about the present exchange during Christmas

really headache with the present

Beside that New Year also coming

 at here i want specially thanks to somebody 

who request day off on the 31st of December

just because want to accompany me to watch the fire works

i felt i going to disappoint him 

but i need to think positively

i don't want to disappoint him

going to say good bye 2010

welcome 2011

the thirty-six hours be with you.....cameron highlands

flash back the days
i have sweet trips with you
even though is tired
but i am happy...
because is be with you
first day i reach there
the weather is comfortable and fresh
we stay in at country lodge hotel
the environment is quite nice
except at the night 
the children keep running here and there

                                                     that is the hotel that we stay

                                                                in front of the hotel

                                                      i am still wondering what i do at that moment




we had also visit to the strawberry farm
as usual as others visitors are

                                                              
                                                 i enjoyed the strawberry ice stick so much

                                                      
                                                   on the way to strawberry farm

                                                               i love strawberry

                                                        enjoyed the strawberry sundae

                                                            i super duper love strawberry

                                                           said bye bye to strawberry farm




we go to pasar malam at night
it just opposite our hotel only

                                                          i ate a lot at that night


the next days
we had our breakfast
which is Indian cuisine
roti canai and teh ais 
hahahahaha
but sad thing i found out 
is my extra battery lost ad
sure is my dear make it lost 
hate him


P/S: i know he want me feel better
then he said is he make lost,
he tell me that i din get lost 
is good enough for him ad..
other than that is not important
battery can buy new one 
but me cannot get new one
because i am special
feel so sweet and touch


after that we had visit to
butterfly farm, bee farm and rose valley
we keep talking non-cent all the way 
i love it
feel relax when talk with him

                                                        i hate garlic but pretend like it

                                                         he like garlic but pretend don like
                                                         he said garlic can pek che

                                                      welcome to strawberry corner

                                                  giant strawberry if can i want one too

                                                 i want to kiss you please don't fly away

                                                           my him o...............

                                                      cactus, please don't thorn me

                                                           welcome to 玉峰谷。。。。

                                                          baby, i love you

                                               dear bee queen, please give me your honey

                                               hopefully i can get some nectar from you

                                                        tired....walk here and there

                                                  scare the thing will dropped off
                                                 because baby, you are too heavy le

                                              what do your think of when you see this picture
                                              man, if you feel heavy that the thing you carry everyday
                                              you can plan to take it off and hang at rose valley
                                              at Cameron highlands....
                                                                     Quote from Ch'ng Kher Chin... 

                                                                   celise and arthas

                                                  i am sunflower and you are my sun
                                                  i will face towards you where you shine

                                      
                                                                   like i fat jor

 
                                                               baby, i want hug hug




we also went to visit the
Zoo taiping
but unfortunately there was suddenly raining 
when we half way visit the zoo
but luckily i able to see my lovely elephant
and he promise to bring me there next time
feel happy and sweet again....

                                                   i love arthas and elephant too

                                                    arthas, celise and elephant
                                                    arthas's size =  elephant's size
                                                                       hahaha

                                                   because of me, he terpaksa love elephant too

                                                         looked at this is elephant

                                                      elephant and celise's back

                                                    the only guy elephant at the zoo

                                                       i am swan also but i am a fat swan

now only i know most of the animal at the zoo 

are sponsored

                                                         
                                                                       celise and giraffe

at the end
i would to said i love you, baby
at this 36 hours you had bring a lot of fun for me
and we had create the memory for us
which we can flash back when we are old
i know you had sacrifice a lot 
just because want me happy 
i really appreciate it
thank you, baby.........




p/s: photo is memory....is memory 
between me and him. photo can help us to 
recall back what happen at that moment..
photo is need to be cherish. 

man's talk

Today, i would like to talk about my man
For me, he is the my most cute man in the world
He is part of my life
Sometime he is quiet
Sometime he is cheerful
Sometime he is annoying
No matter what happens
I still love him
He had a little bit pre-obese
Although i always called him to keep fit 
But he is fat or thin
I still love him
Everyday he back home
first thing he will do is
switch on the television
i always said he having psychiatric problem
but i know he don't like the room too quiet
so i know he is very love me
because i am not quiet
He love to drink ice tea
But i always omit his favorite's drink
due some personal problem
"baby, is for your own good, ok?"
He love War of Warcraft
but i always said
i will let you play but i am not supporting you
because i scare he will 废寝忘食
He is  type of nagging boyfriend
but i love the way he nagging me
i felt warm when he nagging me
He always said i am cute 
i'm always ask "am i cute?"
but i know i am really cute...haha
because he said so
He is a forgetful people
Sometime he will forget my stuff
Then i will pretend angry
After that he will felt guilty
I will feel he is cute
some words i want to tell him
" i know that you will easy forget this and that 
but please don forget me
i will always be your side
to remind you about every thing,
although i always said when you old that time
i will send you to old folks home 
but you know right, i won't do that on you
although i will easy annoying you
but i still love you and be with you"

                                                    he is very greedy when eating

                                                  he is my king and i am her queen

                                                          he is a nice man and good man

                                                      age is not a barriers within us

friendship

A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears. 

A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other. 

That's why friends are friends.... 

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

Today i suddenly remember a friend, whether now i still her friend or not but anyhow i appreciate her. Is she let me know what is real friend and what is false friend. She is someone named Irene. I had a lot of friend called Irene but she is special. She is the one i missed give her my first kiss. I treat her as my best friend during the days but now i think i am not her friend anymore. She is "uncontactable".