huuray...

celise had passed her LJM exam
officially a registered staff nurse....
celebration mood on....

celise

An exclusive and beautiful name for exclusively beautiful women. Celise's are extremely generous and are known to frequently be the designated driver for nights out. They have an exceptional amount of love for their close circle of friends and would quite literally go and get water from the moon if it would help the people they care about. A Celise is the kind of girl you can trust with your innermost secrets, fears and worries and know that she will guard them with her own life. Celise is also someone you can share jokes with and who will laugh excessively at your bad humour. If you ever feel down or like you just want to give up, a Celise is sure to find the right words to get you back up and smiling. Celise's are also wonderful if you just need that great hug to make you feel better, or if you need that supportive shoulder to cry on. If you know a Celise or if you're even blessed enough to have one as a friend; you are tremendously lucky and you should spend your time trying to make her as happy as she makes you! Oh, you met this extremely interesting, beautiful and giving woman last night? Well, you must have come across a Celise. Did you just say you know a Celise?!?! OMG - I am sooooo jealous!!!

我只是。。。

我只是害怕找不到你
我只是害怕听不见你的声音
我只是担心你不打给我
我想要的，你不明了吗？
我不想傻傻的看着电话等着你打来
十分讨厌这种感觉
我宁可关了我的电话
也不想与你失去联络。。。

the 15th thing of the hundred thing

my family and my baby had a blast
during christmas eve
we had bbq party night
with red wine
i was drunk at that night
on christmas day
we did some shopping at penang
happy++++

*sorry, because no photo as family's photo always private and confidential

imbalance celise

this few day
celise= mood swing

three year....

yesterday when i tidy up my room
my tears was dropping non-stopped
it was not crying, it just shedding tears
memory in this college keep going into my mind
just like i was in the memory lane
flash back the time when i am in this college
initially i came with my cousin sister florence lau
we are best friend for the past eleven years before we joined nursing
because of some misunderstanding
we had became stranger
later on i had angeline lew and zeenat ali
we like triplet in this college
we love to talk non-cent in the room 43 at block B 2nd floor
we share everything, we had no secret
but the memory just stayed for half year
as angeline had left us, later on zeenat also left me
left me here alone in this college
when angeline left us, i cried like hell
so when zeenat left me, i not dare to see her
i scare i will cried till faint
luckily, shareen tan, jennifer chng and shirley lim
had joined me in this battle
4 of us hang out together when ramadan time
we laugh non-stop in jennifer's room
we sing, we dance, we make up, we scream
we snap picture non-stop
they create me a lot of memory
i do love them
and appreciate what they gave to me
tears dropped at this moment
at last they had moved out from the hostel early
left me alone in this college
but i still have beng hooi
i love to had breakfast, lunch and dinner with her
not because of she is funny
just eat with her, made my appetide good...
tomorrow i will officially move out from this hostel
4 more days i will officially left this college....

夜深人静的时刻

在这静静的夜晚
我又失眠了
回想过去的几年
为了学业做了很多决定
是否我该把当时的决定
重新考虑
第一：我的减肥计划
因为读书压力
一而再，在而三的往后挪移
可是我会有坚定的意志力吗？
第二：我的小提琴
那时因为没时间练习
所以就把她给放下了
未来，我来了，我会征服的。。。

。

终于三年的辛苦及努力
可以画上了句点
三年的时间
一句话来形容
光阴似剑
回想起三年前的我
是一个懵懂无知的小女生
一心进来学院
只想要快点毕业
从来都不会想象
未来是一条怎么样的路
到了三年后的我
是否有蜕变成功
那还是个未知数
在这三年里
所有的勾心斗角，喜怒哀乐
都成了回忆
是我人生路上的一块里程碑
在这三年里我是四赢
我赢了学业，友情，爱情及家庭
我感恩了，谢谢朋友们三年的陪伴
让我不孤单，我爱你们
我会想你们的

爱

   你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏
转 散落在风中的已蒸发
自 喧哗的都已沙哑
音 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
魁 没结果的花 未完成的牵挂
网 我们学会许多说法
ｉ 来掩饰不碰的伤疤
ｎ （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｋ 因为我会想起你
ｕ 我害怕面对自己
ｉ 我的意志 总被寂寞吞食
· （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｃ 因为你总会提醒
ｏ 过去总不会过去
ｍ 有种真爱不是我的
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 假如我不曾爱你
　 我不会失去自己
　 想念的刺 钉住我的位置
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 因为你总会提醒
　 尽管我得到世界
　 有些幸福不是我的
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏
　 我终于没选择的分岔
　 最后又有谁到达

i wish i am a boy...

i wish i am a boy
you are a girl
you will know what my feeling is
why when a woman having commitment with a guy
must follow the guy, not the guy follow the girl
why this world is not fair enough for the girl
ancient time the girl followed the guy
because they no need to work and earn money
but nowadays is different all lady are working women
why cannot the other way round
i dont want like that
i hate this

finally....

is december
new life starting to shine
gope i will have a lovely future...
gambateh celise they....
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
recently i had posted to one ward
seriously i dont like that ward
do anything in rush
hate that kind of feeling
i wish this ten day faster pass

心情

有时候，我疑心了

有时候，我多虑了

到底在这转角处，我还需要多大的勇气去面对未来？

未来的日子，会是暴风雨或是艳阳天？

还是冷冷酷酷的阴天？

未来总是个未知数

人生这条大路上

充满了挑战与荆棘

我必须要勇敢的走向前

我讨厌批评，也不需要人们用他们的冷言冷语来指教

我只想做自己，

若有疑惑，我会虚心请教

所以请耐心教导，因为如果没必要我也不想麻烦别人

我讨厌比较，因为我是独一无二的

我讨厌是非，但人们却要以是非与他人亲近

我是个怎样的人，我心里有数

不需别人来质疑。。。。

the 10th thing of the hundred thing

yesterday night i was on night....
suddenly someone told me
somebody is searching for me
when i saw him i felt touch
he bought me chicken porridge after his evening duty
he drove all the way from butterworth to penang
just only want to send food for me

i love you babe...

the 6th thing of the hundred thing

seriouly the most happy thing is this
everyday can stay at home
eat home-cooked food
and chit-chat non-stop with my parents and sibling
i seldom talk about my family in facebook and blogger
as i want to remain their privacy
last time we went to Penang everyweek
hanging around the island
we had family trip within 8 of us every year
but seriously told you all
almost every year we go the same place
but nowsaday are diffirent
everything had changed include our financial status
last time we buying thing without thinking
but now have to think twice
just remain our strong bond never change
we love each other in the family
we will fight for each other when someone get bully
we cried and happy together while thing happen
we cried when my sister get the news that
she had been selected to join the NS
we happy when i told them i am no 1 in the class
i love my dad
you are my hero in my life
you support me in every decision i had made
you never scold me unless i am too noisy
you are the trunk of the tree
eventhough sometime you love to spend money on unnecessary thing
but you have bought a lot of cellphone for me
my classmate and friend will envy me
when i always change phone during the secondary school life
you will bought my favourite food when i am home
i love my mom
you are my light house in my life
you shine me when i am in dark
you light me up when i am in doubt
without you i won be here
without you i won be success
i love you mom
i love my sibling
because of you all
i never felt lonely
i had a great childhood time with you all
i had total of 6 include me
remember our father bought us a mini mahjong set
and teach us how to play
we use to play last time
we fight for food
we fight for TV
we fight for computer
any thing we also can fight
now it is a great memory for us
when we recalled we will smile in heart
now is time
is time for us to support our parent
they hold us tight during rain and thunder
we have to protect them from disease and unhappiness
i love my family

1.11.11

a brand new day
today my life begin
the first word i would spell
is i love life.......

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（九）

终于在今天毛毛虫成功的
为自己结上了最大最坚固而且最美的蛹
在专业考试中毛毛虫拿下了第一名
开心开心还是开心
现在的毛毛虫正等待着
冲出结着的蛹
变成一只美丽的蝴蝶。。。

the first,second and third thing of the hundred things

i am very happy today as i met 3 things 
that made me laugh and felt happy
the first thing was happen at yesterday night
i with my babe had a men's talk
we talk about our future our plan
i felt touch and happy
as every thing he planned had included me and my family
we had our pinky promise and crossed heart
the second thing is 
my parents just like my friend 
we hang out together today
i drove car and sent they here and there
we chit chat non-stop on everything
we have no secret
i love that kind of love
i love my family
the third thing was
i had made cake for my babe
finally i had done it
love that kind of feeling
it just like i try making something
to let him felt i was cherish him
and i am planning to make other thing for him to eat
i am looking forward to other thing that delighting my life...

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（八）

考试时考完了
信心却没了
我太忧虑心了吗
可是考完出来
我都觉得我能过的啊
五十分我一定拿的到的嘛
为何我会酱担心嘞
希望成绩快点出
好让我放心

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（七）

最后一站-最后之役
第六站-breast examination
万万没想到这个会出
看到时楞了三下
就开始做了
出来了才想到
第一个步骤忘了
不懂能过关吗？
第七站-health teaching on nebulizer
解释所有东西
除了side effect
在脑海有闪过
怎么会忘了说嘞？
第八站-STO
进去时看到全小姐
心里定了一下
但看见程序是
吓了一下下
怎么又会是这个啊
我的天啊。。
又开始了我战战兢兢得表演
当考完过后出了考场吃饱了饭
遇见了全小姐
她说我做程序像跳舞
心碎了。。。
第九站-RT insertion
觉得自己还做得不来
第十站-pen and paper
出的都是自己会的器具
应该可以过吧！
无论如何都考过了
一定会过关的
加油。。。。
把所有压力不开心都抛开
let come and rock the world！！！

pressie pressie

the things that i most love 
is the little made by you from your sincere heart
recently because of one stupid fellow using the word extortion
made my life start tearing
RM5 is extortion??
i hate the word extortion
is such a miserable word
luckily have you
i love this...thank you thank you so much
thank you for spending your nap time and did this for me
l love you B *not Mr A o..
LA TOUR EiFFel

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（七）

今天刚过了五站的
实习考（俗称 OSCE )
第一站-打针，觉得自己很紧张
手脚也抖了，越是有信心的东西
就会越容易出错。。。
但一定会过的
第二站-视觉测试，说得还不赖
但记得说却忘记做
相信也能过的
第三站-穿无菌手套，觉得能拿高分
但是被护士长问了一句
你做完了吗？信心直奔谷底
但有偷偷瞄到他写两个数字
就代表过关啦。。
第四站-导尿管，最没有信心
就是这一站了
进出看见Missie 的脸
马上变得紧张了
做起程序来都战战兢兢
深怕会违反了无菌技术
对这站没信心
第五站-纸张与笔
这一站要求我把病人喝的水
记录下来，并且解析他的 intake & output
来不及写最后一个字retention
大致上都还好
总的来说，今天的是可以过关的
应该可以拿六十分以上吧。
但就因为今天的表现太过紧张
所以明天的考试一定加油拿下高分
加油加油。。不要紧张。。。

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（六）

毛毛虫终于挨过
那三天难熬的日子
第一天的故事-题目很抓人，没信心
但一定会过关的
第二天的故事-意象不到的简单，粗心了
回想起好像写错了两样，漏写了两个
但一定会过关的
最后一天的故事-the law of the link
晚上希望的题目，白天出现在我眼前了
会写，也懂
所以一定也会过关的
在这三天里每天都重复的同样的句子
亲爱的天神，请赐予我神奇的力量
我要有所向无敌的能力。。
虽然在班上三年以来的成绩
我都是前三名
往往人儿都告诉我
如果我失败的话
在我后面的人就不用说了
但我也有粗心的时候
也有不会的时候
所以我会很担心很担心
而且我还是一位
很爱面子的狮子座女王
我想要变成蝴蝶
在天空飞翔。。。


*愿天神保佑，我班全部过关
一起迈向未来前进。。

相思豆-Adenantherapavonlna

红豆生南国，
春来发几枝，
愿君多采撷，
此物最相思


据说相思豆：
【爱情】少男少女用五色线串相思豆作成项链手环，佩带身上，心想事成，佩带手上，得心应手，或用以相赠，增进情谊，得让爱情永久。
 【婚嫁】男女婚嫁时，新娘在手腕或颈上佩戴鲜红的相思豆所串成的手环

  

相思豆

或项链，以象征男女双方心连心白头偕老。
【夫妻】夫妻枕下各放六颗许过愿的相思红豆，可保夫妻同心，百年好合。

【祈福】用许过愿的相思红豆佩戴身上，称为如心所愿，相思红豆树代表显达富贵。

【平安】农历年中有较差的月份，佩戴红豆可以祛邪避讳。用来做成饰物（如项链、手链等），别具风格，质朴自然、寓意深长；亦可嵌附在卡片上拼成象征性图案、字或直接装入信封中捎给朋友。


　   1颗代表“一心一意”　
　   2颗代表“相亲相爱”

　　3颗代表“我爱你”
       4颗代表“山盟海誓”

　　5颗代表“五福临门”

　　6颗代表“顺心如意”

　　7颗代表“我偷偷地爱着你”

　　8颗代表“深深歉意请你原谅”

　　9颗代表“永久的拥有”

　　10颗代表“全心投入的爱

你”

　　11颗代表“我只属于你”

　　51颗代表“你是我的惟一”

　　99颗代表“白头到老，长长久久”

　　100颗代表“百年好合” 119颗代表“对你不离不弃”

　　199颗代表“爱要久久”

　　365颗代表“爱你每一天”

　　520颗代表“我爱你”

　　999颗代表“我心永恒”

　　1999颗代表“爱要久久久”

　　1314颗代表“爱你一生一世”

newly added

new hobby was added to celise's life
since last saturday...
i start to collect this
somebody said that its name is Seed of Coral Pea tree

je t'aime

the starry starry night

twinkle twinkle little star 

paris eiffel tower

stitch

转载

我要的， ­

有个人和我一起吃饭， ­

只要开开心心的， ­

路边摊一样可以吃的很满足。 ­

我要的，­

手牵手、快快乐乐的一起去压马路。 ­

我要的，

每写一篇日志、写一个心情，有个人，始终在我身边看着我感慨万千， ­

给我回复，回应着我的感受，­

让整个世界都知道，

我们

很幸福很幸福。 ­

我要的， ­

在我难过的时候，什么话都可以给那个你说。 ­

一句亲爱的，别难过，你还有我。 ­

心里的难过就会好很多很多， ­

因为我知道，

有个人在我的身后默默的支持我、关心我。 ­

我要的， ­

在我孤单的时候，有个人给我发发短信，让我听听你的声音。 ­

这对我来说，比什么有趣的书、好玩的游戏都重要，都能让我欣慰。 ­

因为我知道，

有个人，虽然不能见我、陪着我，

但是心里却一直在挂念我。 ­

我要的， ­

一声叮嘱、一声关爱、 ­一句问候。

吃饭了么？饿了么？累了么？ ­

其实，

对我都是珍贵的、暖暖的。­

我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的你啰嗦。

一句我们一起，什么困难我都能扛下去。 ­

其实，

在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪。 ­

我不要温柔的甜言蜜语、不要海枯石烂的誓言。 ­

我要的，

只是一个紧紧的无声拥抱；

只是要一只能牢牢牵住我、不会随便丢掉的小手。 ­

我不要你每一分钟都陪着我，

你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多。 ­

我要的，

只是你能够相信我，­

说得出就能做得到的行动，

温暖着我的心底、充满幸福的滋味。 ­

很多感触、很多感动。

我都放在了我的心里慢慢的回味， ­

一条关怀的短信、一声电话骚扰。

其实，

都是我在想你的表现。­

你懂吗？我想要的仅此而已…

未来的未来，未知未觉。

迷茫的彷徨，期待的不可预知。

没有信誓旦旦，没有笃信和永远的保证。

一双手，暖暖的牵着。

十指，牢牢的交叉。

相信。­

房子，那是一个温暖的家，而不是豪华的奢侈。

车子，交通的代步。

慢慢来。

存款，不用太多，并不是富二代才会幸福！

两个人一起为未来奋斗，平淡也温馨。­

不曾羡慕房子、车子、票子，

一起规划的将来，更有保障…

当然，前提是我们也不会无家可归。

简简单单、手牵手。 ­

我并不脱俗，相反，

世俗的现实。

我并不可爱，也会烦人、也会任性的无理取闹。 ­

只是，

知道会有个声音告诉我: ­      

在我的眼里，你就是我的整个世界！ ­

一世年华。    一生淡定。

感触

听说某个人的故事
觉得可笑
想起了当初
也是那样的我
我经历了
也受伤过
明白了
他是多么的爱我
跟我吵，跟我闹
他觉得无奈
但他还是紧紧地
握着我的手不放
承诺过不准说离开对方
他说时间会证明一切
爱一直会存在。。。

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（五）

今天终于考完了。。。
累垮了。。
开始担心了。。成绩。。
感觉很多人都觉得上车了
我得开巴士了。。
会过关吗？
不想要求多了，
给我刚刚好过
我也心满意足了。。
幸运星啊。。。

曙光啊。。。

来见我吧！
奇迹会出现的。。。
加油

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（五）

明天是毛毛虫护士生涯中
某项重要考试的开始
是一个为期两天的考试
毛毛虫有了考试前焦虑症
紧张紧张，压力压力
亲爱的天神啊。。。
请保佑毛毛虫吧。。。

希望我像天线宝宝一样有天线，可以感应到对的答案

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（四）

haiz....第二个关卡成绩不是很理想，
或许对别人来说是很好了
但达不到我的目标
想要小礼物来哄自己开心
我可以买裙吗？
没关系我会在加油的
绝对不可以颓废。。。
我要当一个正面超人。。。

加油加油加油。。。。

毛毛虫的蜕变日记（三）

今天毛毛虫拿到了
第一个关卡所有的成绩
再一不负众望的拿下高分
心里又是兴奋又是担心
兴奋是因为好成绩
担心的是要如何维持
但是还是开心比较多
再一次胜利

郑家有女初长成。。。。

终于郑家的大小姐挨过了二十一个年头

这天她要成为大人了

她终于要活在大人的世界里

遵守着大人生活里的规矩

要对自己的行为负责任

她也为自己设下了大人目标：

（一）不可以太任性，但小小的任性是撒娇

（二）不可以太霸道，但小小的霸道是可爱哟

（三）不当野蛮公主，要当性感女神（有可能吗？）

（四）不可以太粗鲁，要斯文（办得到吗？）

                                                                                                       *目标不可以太多，要不然办不到

要感恩因为所拥有的一切
身边有着许多人陪伴
度过今年的生日
thanks babe.....

celise and her babe....haiz both nearly same size le...sad 

i am studying in berlin bier houz, who ppl go happy hour...and im suffering to study for my test 2 during my birthday

he look cute....izit him? i love this pic so much

third year annisversary

i fall in love with a same guy for three year already
i love him more and more
for me time is nothing
as long as i still can stay with him till the end of my life
i felt he is loving me that increase by everyday
even though we had been together for three year
but we still stay sweet
everyday he will wake me up no matter i am on shift duty or study block
never miss between this 3 years
even though i just met him
later on i will miss him
i never know i can love someone so deep
till i cant believe its was my love
cross finger and pray hard for my love
which will stay longer and foverer....
i get a pair of new kappa shoe for my anniversary and i had paid him RM 1 for that shoe
he get a new seed bag and i felt happy that he bring it everyday to work
miss you miss you