huuray...

celise had passed her LJM exam
officially a registered staff nurse....
celebration mood on....

celise

An exclusive and beautiful name for exclusively beautiful women. Celise's are extremely generous and are known to frequently be the designated driver for nights out. They have an exceptional amount of love for their close circle of friends and would quite literally go and get water from the moon if it would help the people they care about. A Celise is the kind of girl you can trust with your innermost secrets, fears and worries and know that she will guard them with her own life. Celise is also someone you can share jokes with and who will laugh excessively at your bad humour. If you ever feel down or like you just want to give up, a Celise is sure to find the right words to get you back up and smiling. Celise's are also wonderful if you just need that great hug to make you feel better, or if you need that supportive shoulder to cry on. If you know a Celise or if you're even blessed enough to have one as a friend; you are tremendously lucky and you should spend your time trying to make her as happy as she makes you! Oh, you met this extremely interesting, beautiful and giving woman last night? Well, you must have come across a Celise. Did you just say you know a Celise?!?! OMG - I am sooooo jealous!!!

我只是。。。

我只是害怕找不到你
我只是害怕听不见你的声音
我只是担心你不打给我
我想要的，你不明了吗？
我不想傻傻的看着电话等着你打来
十分讨厌这种感觉
我宁可关了我的电话
也不想与你失去联络。。。

the 15th thing of the hundred thing

my family and my baby had a blast
during christmas eve
we had bbq party night
with red wine
i was drunk at that night
on christmas day
we did some shopping at penang
happy++++

*sorry, because no photo as family's photo always private and confidential

imbalance celise

this few day
celise= mood swing

three year....

yesterday when i tidy up my room
my tears was dropping non-stopped
it was not crying, it just shedding tears
memory in this college keep going into my mind
just like i was in the memory lane
flash back the time when i am in this college
initially i came with my cousin sister florence lau
we are best friend for the past eleven years before we joined nursing
because of some misunderstanding
we had became stranger
later on i had angeline lew and zeenat ali
we like triplet in this college
we love to talk non-cent in the room 43 at block B 2nd floor
we share everything, we had no secret
but the memory just stayed for half year
as angeline had left us, later on zeenat also left me
left me here alone in this college
when angeline left us, i cried like hell
so when zeenat left me, i not dare to see her
i scare i will cried till faint
luckily, shareen tan, jennifer chng and shirley lim
had joined me in this battle
4 of us hang out together when ramadan time
we laugh non-stop in jennifer's room
we sing, we dance, we make up, we scream
we snap picture non-stop
they create me a lot of memory
i do love them
and appreciate what they gave to me
tears dropped at this moment
at last they had moved out from the hostel early
left me alone in this college
but i still have beng hooi
i love to had breakfast, lunch and dinner with her
not because of she is funny
just eat with her, made my appetide good...
tomorrow i will officially move out from this hostel
4 more days i will officially left this college....

夜深人静的时刻

在这静静的夜晚
我又失眠了
回想过去的几年
为了学业做了很多决定
是否我该把当时的决定
重新考虑
第一：我的减肥计划
因为读书压力
一而再，在而三的往后挪移
可是我会有坚定的意志力吗？
第二：我的小提琴
那时因为没时间练习
所以就把她给放下了
未来，我来了，我会征服的。。。

。

终于三年的辛苦及努力
可以画上了句点
三年的时间
一句话来形容
光阴似剑
回想起三年前的我
是一个懵懂无知的小女生
一心进来学院
只想要快点毕业
从来都不会想象
未来是一条怎么样的路
到了三年后的我
是否有蜕变成功
那还是个未知数
在这三年里
所有的勾心斗角，喜怒哀乐
都成了回忆
是我人生路上的一块里程碑
在这三年里我是四赢
我赢了学业，友情，爱情及家庭
我感恩了，谢谢朋友们三年的陪伴
让我不孤单，我爱你们
我会想你们的

爱

   你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏
转 散落在风中的已蒸发
自 喧哗的都已沙哑
音 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
魁 没结果的花 未完成的牵挂
网 我们学会许多说法
ｉ 来掩饰不碰的伤疤
ｎ （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｋ 因为我会想起你
ｕ 我害怕面对自己
ｉ 我的意志 总被寂寞吞食
· （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｃ 因为你总会提醒
ｏ 过去总不会过去
ｍ 有种真爱不是我的
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 假如我不曾爱你
　 我不会失去自己
　 想念的刺 钉住我的位置
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 因为你总会提醒
　 尽管我得到世界
　 有些幸福不是我的
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 你还记得吗 记忆的炎夏
　 我终于没选择的分岔
　 最后又有谁到达

i wish i am a boy...

i wish i am a boy
you are a girl
you will know what my feeling is
why when a woman having commitment with a guy
must follow the guy, not the guy follow the girl
why this world is not fair enough for the girl
ancient time the girl followed the guy
because they no need to work and earn money
but nowadays is different all lady are working women
why cannot the other way round
i dont want like that
i hate this

finally....

is december
new life starting to shine
gope i will have a lovely future...
gambateh celise they....
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recently i had posted to one ward
seriously i dont like that ward
do anything in rush
hate that kind of feeling
i wish this ten day faster pass